“Confessions of a Black Magician” by Nathan Neuharth

"Confessions of a Black Magician" by Nathan Neuharth

"The dark side of the dark side…

He has everything he should want in life. A good job. A nice home. A nice car. A beautiful wife and family. A retirement plan. An active social life. A prestigious reputation. Envious neighbors. A pet dog. Yet there remains an emptiness inside.

In a search for meaning, he begins a journey from which he cannot return.

Grasping at everything he can, experiments in ritual magick lead him into the realms of sex, drugs, organized crime, aliens and angels as his life spirals further and further up and down the paths of initiation and illumination while grappling with insanity, annihilation and transformation."